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  • This is the only thing I remember from the whole SFU Finance night tonight:

    Speaker: "You make the most out of it....then you move on."

    That definitely gave me a wake up call.

     
     
     
      I think I look better with normal clothes on haha.
     
    After almost one whole year, I'm back at the same place. The only thing is I'm not exactly the same as I was before.  The thoughts, the mind, the feelings are not the same anymore.  I'm renewed but at the same time slightly sad.  It's a happy type of sad though if anyone understands what I mean.

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  • So it turns out that I will have to start working harder and taking on more responsibilities.  Papa would you please give me energy so I can survive whatever work is going to give me? (ex: whole weeks of 12 hours shifts or more?).  I really really need the energy.

    Thanks good night

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    Posh from last Saturday
     
      Gabriel haha.
     
     
    Kiwi blush!  It tasted really good =]

     
    Monday when I went to Osaka in Park Royal after getting my interview.

     
     
      Kiwi <3
     
      dine out...yum yum...$28 3 course meal =]
     
    10 oz Sirloin with shrimp
     
     
    Coffee creme brulee =]
     
    Thursday
     
     
    金太郎 Kantori Ramen...
     
    Cheese Ramen! =D
     
     
    My huge bowl ^^
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    Do you see a pattern in the pictures? lol yes I love eating good food! Its my new way of relieving stress now =] although I'm learning how to control myself so I won't gain weight =]
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    Thank you Billy and Coleen for tonight =] It was really fun.  Nothing special in particular but it was just really nice to spend time with you both ^^ you guys cheered me up a bunch after a stressful week.  ♥ You guys a whole lot. I also enjoyed eating dine out at Boathouse on Tuesday with my mom and Kiwi and eating some take out from Sushi Bella in West Vancouver.  When I get time I'll start exploring more places to eat or something.  Tonight's cheese Ramen from Kanatori was really awesome.  Thank you Billy for bringing us there =P.

    This week and last week has been a week of adaptability as I ran into a lot of new environments and conditions.  But nevertheless I'm thankful that my heavenly papa is taking good care of me...even though I'm really stressed and tired a lot of the times. 

    I need to keep learning!
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  • Kathy you have to be strong!  This is but the beginning!

    This shall be my schedule starting early February:

    Monday-Thurs:  Work at SOA from 8:30-6 or 7
    Friday: School from 9:30-12:20 then work at SOA from 1 to 5 or 6 and fellowship from 7:30-9:30
    Saturday: Emily Carr from 9:30-12:20, then work at  Kebe 1:30 or 2-6 or 7
    Sunday: Church and a day of rest (hopefully)

    But the thing is...how shall I fulfill my caring positions when my schedule is so packed? Hmmm....

    I don't even know if I'll have time to update xanga as often anymore too... =[
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    Edit (11:57 pm):  Why the hell do I still have time to think of someone during random moments? Aren't I busy enough?  Don't I have enough to worry about?  Don't I already have a new goal in life which is to strengthen myself and find out who I really am?  Haven't I told myself already that I need to be strong and not ever be hurt again? Then what the hell am I doing? *ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! And I still have a paper to write right now!

    I hate myself sometimes because of this. 

  • After thoughts:

    Yesterday I attended my first session at Emily Carr and as I walked around the school afterward, I felt like I belonged to the place...strange feeling.  Then I walked over to the public market, bought a Smokey beef sausage hot dog and sat down at a table of four to eat it.  But as I sat down, three girls around me asked if they could sit with me because they couldn't find a seat.  So I said yes and the two of them left to buy food while one of them sat down to wait for them.  This girl was called Gesa, who is from Germany, and she told me about her coming to Vancouver to find an architecture job (since she studied architecture). 
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    blog to continue but I have to sleep now because I work tomorrow...which I will talk about in another entry =o=.

  • I have an interview in 13 hours time.

  • 失望
    失望
    十萬個失望。
    我好討厭別人問我現在有沒有喜歡的人,有沒有新的“target”, 然後看見我跟“邊個或邊個”談話時就覺得我在跟他們曖昧。Seriously, why the ____ do you care? Why do you make it sound like a gossip topic? Why do people make it sound like I'm one of those sluts who would go for any guy I can possibly hook up with? THAT'S NOT ME!

    我現在不想談戀愛,可以了嗎?我需要一個人,又可以了嗎?就算我多麼想遇到一個珍惜我的人,我現在這一刻還是沒有遇到,可以了嗎?

    我的心啊,我需要保護你。


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    A promise to meet at the first of snow.
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    Last night through drinking sips of Chocovine with Kiwi, the two of us watched one of the best love movies I've watched ever since 不能說的秘密. It was called
    初雪 and it was played by 李俊基 and 宫崎葵.  The story talks about how an international student from Korea forms a relationship with a Japanese native student in Tokyo, Japan and how because of some misunderstanding, the two had to separate. Yet, even through their separation, the two of them constantly think of each other and after not being able to see each other for two years, they finally re-unite.  The story is simple and probably cliched in the sense that there is a happy ending in the end, but if you just watch and notice the complexity through the simplicity, you'll wonder how the story can be so intriguing as it is.

    In the culture today, love isn't about patience or hope or promise anymore.  Neither is it simple or pure.  In the culture today love is about fast chemical reaction, excitement, no promises, and "easy come easy go".  But as I watched the movie last night, I'm reminded that the truest type of love is that with which it waits, hopes, perseveres, and promises.  A promise to love until the end.

    And on a side note, the best thing about this movie is that it doesn't have any sex scenes and the only part where the two lovers come physically close is the part where the girl gives a small peck on the lips to the guy.  Too many movies nowadays emphasize on sex and physical closeness and quite frankly, I'm starting to get disgusted with that. 

  • Happy are the adaptable
    Author:  Colleen Townsend Evans

    Yes, I'm beginning to like this word meekness.  And I wonder if it stretches the meaning too far to think of a meek person as someone bendable, adaptable to God and to life.  Yes, I think it fits...and I think I need more meekness in my own life.  So many things are changing today...our way of life, our values, our children, our institutions.  I want to be able to shift gears easily...to understand and appreciate what is going on around me...to help wherever possible.  So I can't be rigid.  I must be bendable...strong enough on the inside to adapt on the outside.  In other words, I must be meek in order to meet tomorrow. 

    Adaptable...that's a word I really like.  Happy are the adaptable...it makes a lot of sense in our world.  I certainly need to be adaptable.  It's not only my world that is changing...my home is, too-constantly.  The only sure thing about my schedule for any given day is that it will change. 

    How many times I've started a day thinking, Ah, a quiet one, at last!-only to end up with unexpected guests for lunch or dinner, or a church group of fifty for a dessert meeting I forgot to put on my calendar.  At those times it helps to be able to shift gears easily and noiselessly.

    Adaptability is something I've had to learn over the years, and I think God has used the circumstances of my life to make me more flexible.  It wasn't easy for me during the early years of our marriage.  I wanted so much to please, but it was hard for me to adjust to unexpected guests and interrupted plans for the day.  What a good thing it is that God created us with a built-in ability to change.

    The unhappy people are the ones who feel threatened by the changes going on around them...They look to traditions and institutions to give them a sense of security.  Newness frightens them...They become rigid, and in their presence there is no peace.

    But there are others who haven't hardened.  Feeling the flow of life, they move in rhythm with it.  Their trust in Christ is so real, and the security he gives them is so strong, that they cannot be threatened by change.  They realize that newness is inherent in life...that if they themselves are going to expand and grow, they too must change.  But they aren't dominated by change-they are free to evaluate it, to reject or accept it, according to its merits.  These are the meek people of the world, and when I am with them I sense peace.  With God's help, I want to be more like them.

    "Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth." -Mathew 5-5
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    Bye for now