Dear Xanga,

Yes it's hard to believe that you have been with me through my ups and downs for the past 10 years..yes, ever since I was 13.  I still remember my craze over HTML scripts and xanga themes, and all the different posts from childhood fan fic to some harsh decisions and emotions I've felt through my lowest points in life. 

I know recently I've been away from this site for a while, and quite frankly, I know and feel that xanga is not the xanga it used to be anymore.  It used to be a site where I liked to share my emotions and feelings with to my circle of close friends (or even anonymous strangers), but really, hardly anyone reads xanga anymore. So it's turned into more of a private online diary for me.

On the other hand, I've been just so distracted, tired, and lazy to write anything, let alone create art like I used to.  I wish I could find the motivation to drive myself forward once more, but I'm thinking that I'll need to take more action than self talk myself

Hopefully xanga won't close down by July 15th or else I'm not sure what xanga would do with my life-time premium membership...and chances are I would need to start a new blog site like word press.

On a more positive note, I'm going to Singapore next week!   For sure I'll update my site more often. Yay!