Sometimes I feel like I'm a piece of crap and i'm born into this world for no reason at all.

Other times I try to be more optimistic and actually "fake it till I become it" happy like today when I attended Meghan's baby shower. When I see the little angel tucked into my arms like a doll, I just can't help but smile. Life can be beautiful, depending on how you look at it.

But right now, I'm just sad period. So I'll sleep until tomorrow's new day and new beginning. Hopefully, a better one

It's the first day of April and I'm sick! (I had a fever last night) but yay two more months and I'll be off to Singapore I can't wait until the end of May when my contract at the Aquarium is up ( don't get me wrong, I do enjoy working there) and I can take a long vacation. So in the mean time, I'll still try to work lots and see how much I can earn in this short time!

Finally filed my taxes and I get a refund /credit of $1100 from the government. Awesomeness since it fully covers my air ticket to Singapore.

Now time to rest