January 27, 2012

  • Its been almost four days since I've come back home and it feels strange how every single morning I'd wake up remembering about Lund, Sweden, and all the experiences I've had in Europe for exchange, but almost forget everything by the end of each day because I'd be so full of life in Vancouver (as in getting used to here). A part of me wants to believe that I've really changed for the better because of my exchange experiences, and that part of me wants to keep it that way by continuing to foster a better me. But another part of me seems to be changing back to the old me, and its so hard to fight back the tendency to draw back to that little dark corner of mines and shelter myself from everything else. That little girl who used to be so selfish and ignorant. Not that I'm not ignorant now either.