June 16, 2011

  • 天父啊！You are so powerful, amazing, and wonderful!  For the past few days you've been tearing down bits and pieces of my wall and with it you have rebuilt a strong, tall, and beautiful wall.  You let me experience how by letting go of my stubbornness and following your will, you can bring strong healing to the heart, as well as a refreshment to my soul.  You showed me how I can have joy and experience the lift of burden from my heart a step at a time, something that I've longed for in a long long time.

    天父啊！You can work in the most unpredictable way! Through the sharing of someone,You showed me how that if I was willing, I could experience you in every possible way, whether it be through listening, a feeling, the holy spirit, seeing something miraculous, or even, a dream! Through my own sharing, you've also let me learn something about myself and my past.  You let me know that love is not about being protected or you wanting to protect someone.  Love is not an ecstasy or the want of fulfillment at the time.  Love is not comprehensible.  It has no boundaries.  It is not restricted by time.  Love can and will transcend time.  Love is secure. Love does no harm because true love does not remain in hurt, wounds, and scars.  Instead, love heals these and transforms them into beautiful and majestic things.  Love is for real.  Indescribable.  All incredible. 

    So 天父, I pray that you'll continue to give me glimpses of what true love is and protect my heart, his heart, and her heart from Satan and our own desires.  I pray that you'll guard his heart and not let Satan pull him down into the same pitfall that he fell into before.  I pray that you will guard my heart so that I will not get hurt again.  I pray that you'll guard her heart so that she will be able to seek the one whom you have planted into her heart. 

    Jesus, I must make this bold promise to you tonight: In order to restore my heart and keep it whole and pure, I promise you that the next person I date (my next boyfriend), shall be the one you have given to me and with whom I shall marry.  I will no longer simply rely on feelings and experimentation but I will rely on You and your way of truth.  This will be a very hard task for me so please!  GUARD MY HEART! Let no other person hurt or steal it again and only show me the one whom I will love, You will love, and whom will love me and You too.