June 13, 2011

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    天父，女兒很需要你。I'm tired for wanting to be close to You but not being able to by my own strength.  I'm tired of all the energy that I try to put myself into the daily things that I do but neglect to spend time in prayer and devotion.  I want to be a better person yet I don't acknowledge who I am already because of You.  I want to be changed so badly but I don't seek to understand what it is that you want me to wait for.  I get jealous, and you know what it is I'm jealous about, yet I can't give up holding this grudge and I don't know what to do about it.  I want restoration yet I'm finding it hard to take that step forward...because the results are unknown.

    I'm so tired.

    我長大了
    曲詞:張彥博

    不可 夜歸家
    要 實事求事對吧!
    不可 忘掉那那
    不該 與難題退下

    還未試 你莫驚怕
    豁出去吧
    要知道 成功必先要代價

    我長大了
    童年的我並不知曉
    往事傷透了 什麼最重要
    放下自我才知多少

    我長大了
    童年純真 未 被抺掉 留住了
    經歷的錯折 都不算少
    然而有你教悔
    我真的成熟了(我終於成就了)