June 9, 2011

  • 我的心啊。。。你為何這樣？為何要忐忑不安，為何要妒忌？為何要憤怒？為何你要這樣啊？天父我不想這樣。。。天父。。。天父。。。為什麼？小信的我好辛苦啊！

    I don't like myself being this way...its torturing me...why can't I be better?  Why am I the way I am?  I don't want to be this way...I'm so jealous!  I want to be as good, I want to be liked, I want to be pleasing, I want what I don't have right now...

    But that means I'm not satisfied...

    Why?